Since I opted not to go with JD to Galera this Holy Week in favor of sleeping the whole holiday break away, I find myself going through my crap in my room. Crap that mostly consists of scribbles of unfinished stories and poetry or just plain drabbles. Others were written reflection reports that I feel particularly fond of. One of the crap items I have apparently saved up is a goal book back when I was in third year high school. I forgot what class this is from and the fact that I can't remember is driving me insane. Argggg!
Going over this goal book, I find myself snickering at the items I've listed there. I was so idealistic then. I always thought that I've become a cynic by the time I was in high school but apparently I wasn't. God, some of the things I've listed down are things I would loathe to have right now, especially number 82. I mean, WTF?!!!!!!! I'm very big on not wanting to have that right now or ever, depends on what mood I'm in.
To have a sport
To have better looking legs
That I pass third year and be promoted
I've always wanted my own room
I want a big poster of James Dean
That at some point in my life I would feel that I have fulfilled my destiny??
I want to have an electric guitar
To have better looking teeth
To be tall
To be tall
To go to Europe, all expenses paid w/pocket money
To be able to help in saving the forests, whales or manatees
To have a foreign friend so that I can see the world from a personal point of view
That I have a good course in college that I like
To have a convertible (50's style, red, Chevy)
To have a jukebox for my own entertainment
That I learn how to fly a plane
To sky dive at least once in my life
To bungee jump at least once in my life
To go to a good college
To climb Mt. Everest
To visit the pyramids, ruins and other historical sites
To learn how to draw comics
To be a good writer
To become artistic
To explore the many caves of the world
To learn how to swim
To learn how to ride a bike
To be a better friend
To write a screenplay or something like that
To learn how to play soccer
To become more generous
To learn a form of martial arts
To someday build a famous landmark
To direct a documentary about things that are important to people my age
To be able to collect all the comic books that I want
To start a new program that's like MTV but will talk about the concerns of the youth
To discover the Fountain of Youth
To go to a Smashing Pumpkins concert
To have my own band or a band to manage
To have psychic powers
To have vast land so that when it rains I could run there w/o anybody seeing me and to have lots of space to run in
To have long, beautiful, jet black hair
To have my own place when I graduate from college
To learn how to cook for myself
To meet Chris O'Donnell
To have a horse
To someday live in a simple home in a vicinity untouched by pollution near a body of water
To learn how to surf
To see snow
To learn how to snowboard
To learn how to skate
To learn how to hand glide
To go back in time and change some of the things that would make the world a better world
To live a life not devoid of pain but full of understanding
To step on the moon
To have a pet wolf
To go rafting at the Grand Canyon
To have no uninteresting scars
To have a pet koala bear
To visit Alaska
To see the glaciers of the Artic
To be stuck in an unknown island with the guy of my choice
To learn how to play baseball
To have enough money to pay for my expenses and for charity
To implement cat fights (stop the abuse of cats)
To reach my 16th b-day
To have no hunger in the world
To have peace in the world
To have PRIVACY
To marry the man of my dreams
To have healthy children
To have enough time for everything
To invent something that would help everybody
That someone will spell out "I love you, " with roses in a huge field
To discover a star or constellation
To have a large garden
To have all the shoes that I want
To learn different languages
To be a good dancer
That my family will always be safe
To have a boyfriend
To have a cat
To have all the albums I want
That justice be served
To have the tape of all the My-So-Called Life episodes
To have all the tapes of the movies I want
To have all the tapes of all the Macross & Robotech episodes
That our dog won't be sick anymore
To have the most sophisticated equipment
To be able to race drive
To have a very, very good job
To be my own boss
To be more religious
To stop losing my stuff and start finding them
To have all the books that I want
That pollution will be taken away by aliens
That trees grow back
That we discover a new planet to live in
To have internet sometime soon
To be happy
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